Nesser1352's Blogs

I've had a lot of bad luck and stress over this last month but the end of school is coming up very soon and I am trying to be hopeful that the future will be brighter for me. I'm in the midst of looking for jobs as well as getting stuff around to move back in with my parents (fun fun - sarcasm). Changes are scary but good. I'm looking forward to getting some stability (and a paycheck). To get me through all this stress I have been spending a good amount of time talking with my friends here at DO as well as listening to music and doing some things I enjoy. Hope is a glorious thing and I'm glad I have people to give me some when times get rough.

Life has a funny way of giving us everthing to do at once. As many of you know I recently had an injury ontop of trying to finish school in the next month. It seems like this year has been a huge learning experience for me both educationally and emotionally. I feel like the more I learn the less I know. I appreciate all of the support and encouragement everyone has given me.

Adulthood is a funny thing. I feel like I've been living in the gray areas for awhile now. I'm a new adult so this feeling is new for me as well. Nothing is clear or black and white anymore but I have learned that that is okay. We can only do what's best for us and for those around us.

I'm excited and nervous for all of the changes that are going to happen for me in the next couple of months....graduation....and hopefully finding a job. Then, I'll be a real grown up! (Mommy wow, I'm a big kid now!)

It's the first day of March. I think March is an interesting month that typically marks the end of winter and beginning of spring. I'm looking forward to spring rain, sunshine, and watching everything bloom. The winter has been long for a lot of us....but we are making it through. It just makes us appreciate warm weather more (hehehe). 

I'm looking forward to the new beginnings this spring is going to bring.

I find that my patience is constantly tested. Today, the subway was very late so I did not get to my internship at my usual time. Although I wasn't late for anything in particular, I found this upsetting because I like to stick with my routines. It seems that everyday is a new test, which isn't necessarily a bad thing, I can't learn or grow without patience and perserverance. My goal from now on is to take things one day at a time.