I've come to notice I can live with a lot these days. I have no problem living without being able to make a sound. It's quite OK with me I don't really sleep as much as a human being should. I can live with my crazy hobbies that leave me in pain several times a year. I can even live with all the people I care for living half a country away.
The only thing that really gets to me is the depression. It's been stronger than ever these past few weeks and I find myself thinking how long it can actually last. I keep telling myself to take it one day at a time, but each day seems to be longer than the next. And no matter what, you can't shake it off either. Or maybe I'm just too tired to try. I don't really know anymore.
Yeah, it's definitely been a hard day.
I've had the time of my life these past months. It's been so fun I'm not even sure how long I've had the honor of being part of a band. But all good comes to and end, I guess. I'll be returning to my normal life at the start of next year. The guitarist will get back and I'll head home.
I'm not really sad about it. I'm glad I had this chance and I've really had some fun. It's been ages since the last time I did, and appreciate this chance was given to me. So, you'll most likely be seeing more of me starting next year. Let's hope it'll become as good a year this one's been.
The past month has been... interesting. I don't know how else to describe it. Right now I can't wait to get home and finally get back to normal life. Gonna be sitting in the car tomorrow. Stuck there for 8 hours or so, and most likely no one will be online at that time because of the time difference... I guess I should be glad I've got a computer and Internet access with me for once.
Thanks to all of you who offered your support and kept me in your thoughts. I really appreciate it more than I might show or tell with words. But I trust you know that. Thank you, each of you.
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