intelligence, confidence, playfulness, eroticism
hugging, holding, touching, cuddling a special woman, day-long foreplay

ignorance, sloth, pessimism, arrogance

The short version . . . OK childhood, married young(18), married for 17 years-no children, divorced(more friends than husband/wife), thoroughly enjoyed about nine years of "sowing wild oats" that I missed out on by marrying so young, met good woman, surprised by pregnancy and birth of baby boy(my pride and joy), diagnosed with severe COPD, maintained in common law for about ten years, she informed me she won't be celibate the rest of her life, I countered with wasn't my idea to be celibate, she said sorry but not attracted anymore, she is dating, appreciate her honesty but still angry(getting over it), still cohabitate economic reasons. Anyone interested in any more - - let me know!